He's wrong. The little things that make you happy DO matter. Leave him, and you'll be happy again.

 You're better than you think you are. Don't settle.

 Enjoy those naps, car rides in the back seat, candy all day everyday, and running around hyper as ever. You will hate the future.

 Yes he's gay, yes he will break up with you, and yes, he will become your bestfriend.

 Don't be in such a hurry to grow up. You really did have all the time in the world. If you wait to have sex, your real first time will be the right time. PS Stop wearing so much black you are a white blonde girl from the suburbs with a stable family.. You have nothing to be emo about

 She's the one for you. None of the other girls will ever mean as much as she did. Don't let go.

 Don't let him go because you don't want to get made fun of. You might regret that decision everyday.

 Stop blaming yourself. You couldn' t have saved him, not arriving 5 minutes or a week sooner would've changed his mind to live. Love him and carry his memory.