you CAN do it. i promise.

 You end up in college in the state you love, and you find a boy who treats you well. Don't feel like you have to hook up with every one who looks twice at you. But when Mike comes along? Yeah, hook up with him.

 Action through non-action. Don't try to be a vision of who you think you are. Just be. take yourself out of the equation and realize that there never was or is anything to worry about. There is nothing, and through that, there is everything. It's okay. You will be okay. You always have been.

 Spend every minute with her that you can, cancel plans, and just sit and talk to her. Take pictures of her and record her speaking to you. She won't always be around and you will regret it...trust me.

 You chose the right one. He loves and you love him. It doesn't matter what your family does to you. You'll have him. So put down the match and remember you can be loved. You're beautiful.

 Find a way to charge your phone on that camping trip to Kentucky. Getting home two days after the funeral with no idea anything had even happened will not be a good moment in your life.

 Never change yourself to make friends. Those friends always leave you anyway.

 Don't fall into her trap, all she will do is abuse you and run around behind your back. But in senior year, you'll find the an equally broken boy whose pieces fit perfectly with yours. He understands everything, so tell him. Even if you don't say it all until your wedding night, he'll understand.