What you have waited months for, came true. You lucky girl. Hopefully in another 6 months it can be more official, and last, forever. But for now, your left wondering and hoping for the future. But I'm sure it'll be worth it. He is the one

 Yes, you are gay. Stop trying to deny it. Don't be afraid. Soon you'll move to a new city where there will be people who love you regardless.

 You do not have to be a victim anymore. Being physically and emotionally abused was your past don't let it be your present. You are not worthless. Your mothers hateful words are just that--words. Just as the title "mother" is just a title. Her not loving you is no excuse not to love yourself.

 NEVER leave your drink anywhere or with anyone, even if you trust them. It's not worth the pain, heartache and fall out that will follow

 stop yelling at him. The one day you dont scold him for being the annoying little brother he is, might just be the last time you ever see him. he's going to save lives. you're going to miss him. and you're going to wish it were you instead. you'll survive all of it. i'm living proof.

 She will hurt you. Deeply. You need to decide if the time is worth the pain.

 Elementary and middle school will suck. But, junior year of high school, everything will be perfect, and keep getting better. I promise. You'll be glad you gave it a chance.

 Don't have people over that weekend when your mom went out of town. You'll end up making the biggest mistake of your life.