DON'T go to that party at chris' house. The regret you'll experience later isn't worth the acceptance from your "friends"

 Don't go back to him. Don't believe the voice in your head that says it was your fault. It wasn't. You don't need him. Love yourself and it will all work out.

 Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about. Someone like that is worth fighting for.

 He won't be your everything, so make some side plans. It's your life too.

 Don't be so hard on yourself and others. Learn to let go and move on. Don't belittle yourself for the satisfaction of others. Stand up and always be heard. Learn to love you. Most of all, keep your spirits up and never back down.

 You're going to go through hell but when you meet him you'll be free.

 Your going to continue to feel like a loner and a loser until your done high school...dont change anything!!! because you turn out to be exactly who you hoped to be as an adult

 Get out of the relationship. It is clearly abusive. I know you don't believe it but you're worth so much more. One day, you will meet a wonderful guy who reads the same books as you, makes you laugh, and loves you as you are. And you'll get engaged. See? There really are happy endings.