Action through non-action. Don't try to be a vision of who you think you are. Just be. take yourself out of the equation and realize that there never was or is anything to worry about. There is nothing, and through that, there is everything. It's okay. You will be okay. You always have been.

 Forgive your best friend. Don't lose 2 years of friendship...she was just trying to protect you

 Do as you are doing, dare to resist and always do what you think is right. Know this, one day you are going to be very happy, and it puts all those dark years to shame, keep looking forward and never lose hope.

 Stop being lazy and goto school. In 3 years you will give birth to the most beautiful thing in the world, and you will now have to explain to her why you have your GED and no money. But you get by, and you still have a good life.

 dont think you have to degrade yourself and get attention from boys just to feel pretty.

 Detachment will be the hardest habit you'll have to break, but she'll try to help. Let her.

 Remember certain experiences were meant to happen to help shape the person you are today and are striving to be. Work hard, trust me it ll pay off in the end.