Hug him tightly, make more plans to meet up soon. Do not look up his records, you do not need to know exactly how he died. It was not your fault. He was in a very dark place, don't let his death take you there, too. Get help, you will need it.

 You are drop-dead gorgeous underneath all of that makeup. The things you hate about your looks don't even exist. You are also a great friend and extremely intelligent. You have so much going for you. Stop beating yourself up!

 Don't do it. Don't take your life. It's going to get better. He's not gone. He still loves you. They all do. You are loved. Stay strong. The sun will rise again.

 Don't trust people that are worried about what other's think.

 You are outrageously intelligent. Someday, you will live every day knowing that there is nothing that you cannot figure out, nothing you cannot do, and few that can keep up with you. Those that know you best will consider you to be one of the smartest people they know.

 There will come a time when you are dating numerous guys, and not serious about any of them. Enjoy every minute of it. It will turn out to be the best time of your life.

 If you like him, tell him. He likes you back. It's not worth waiting 2 years to find this out.

 everything you do, every hardship and obstical you encounter is a learning experience. take and learn from it. you smile and laugh is your best characteristic. share it with everyone you meet. :D