Stop wasting your time trying to change. You're better than what you want to be. I wish I could be what I was when I was you.

 Stealing leads only to trouble, it may be exciting or whatever but, I think it's counterproductive

 you will marry the guy that is "out of your league" from college.

 Tell him you love him. You won't lose him as your best friend, you'll keep him and get an amazing boyfriend.

 Make sure your friend is happy and tell him how much you appreciate the fact that you are friends. He may not show it yet, but he is absolutely miserable.

 Call someone for help. You don't have to hold her problems on your shoulders. You will always feel like it is your fault but you didn't make the choices. Try to move on and heal. You are loved.

 Be happy with your current age. When you were younger you wanted to be older. Now that you are older you want to be younger. Just be content with the now.

 Follow your heart, not anyone else it's the only thing that will make you truly happy.