She's going to die and it's going to hurt so fucking much, but you'll get through it. Don't push everyone away. You have more friends and family who love you than you think. Oh and you might think he's just a distraction, but that boy is so much more than that.

  Relax and enjoy your journey. The future will come and you will need your reputation. Don't be so quick to experience everything. You're not ready.

 He isn't worth it and he's not the one. Other guys will come quickly and you'll regret everything

 Just enjoy everything, and continue to take things day by day. Stop worrying about the future so much, everything works out just fine.

 in 16 years you will be married to the one that you dream about now. Your sons will have his eyes and you will go to sleep in his arms every night.

 When you know he's in the hospital, don't blow it off, go see him. Tell him you love him, and make sure you kiss him before you leave. Every. Single. Time. Because Life won't be nearly the same when he's gone. Oh, And you don't ALWAYS have to be strong for mom. Its okay for you to cry to.

 Your gorgeous red hair that your mom loves? Dye it, while you still can, or risk being picked on for your soullessness...

 You're still young, so get off the computer and go live your life.