Wait. Don't just lose it to get it over with. He's not the one and he's not worth it. He'll just use you. This isn't something you want to regret for the rest of your life.

 Dont listen to your own thoughts. you are perfectly fine. your going to wish you had not wasted 6 years of your life starving yourself. really what good was it? it only damaged your health and ruined relationships. always remember, you are prettiest when your happy.

 the days get so much brighter. you always thought it was your fault you were unhappy, but that's not true. that wasn't you.

 When he says they're just friends, don't believe him.

 Wish you would've cared more because you really were smarter than that, but its okay. We'll be fine.

 In a year and a half, that boy with the pretty green eyes that you don't think much of will be your absolute world. Be good to him now.

 Quit waiting for him to come crawling back, he's not going to. And as soon as you quit putting all your focus on him you'll notice how many other amazing guys there are waiting for you.

 i hope u werent afraid to chase your dreams, never settle for anything less than yourself and stick with the ones you love