She cheated and lied on you, I know it's been a hard for you, but hey, you've had a wonderful time so far being an Air Force Cadet and going to college in a tropical paradise. Keep living it up and just forget about her. It get's a lot better from here.

 The self-titled "maverick" you want to date? Don't. He's the biggest mistake you'll ever make.

 i miss you

 I won't look back on the nights where you got plenty of sleep.

 You're not going to find self confidence in some guy's pants. Learn to love yourself, by yourself.

 She's not worth it. Don't worry you don't need her to be happy. Leave.

 You're always going to be gay. They will never accept it. Just accept that fact and live your own life. Eventually you'll find yourself in a place where no one cares about that.

 She seems like someone you can trust, but she will attack all of your insecurities and then you will spend too much time worrying that she is going to 'out' you. Don't trust her. Don't go over to her house. Don't get in her bed.