There's nothing you can do, this is just a warning for the hell your life is going to be. He's not coming back from the Marines. You're 15 he's 18.You two are in love, but be weary of the risks of letting your heart fly so strong into the front line. Never let a day go by without loving him.

 None of it is worth being that sad about. Cheer up.

 Don't do it. You're going to regret it within the next two hours and until this moment, four years later. I promise, waiting isn't going to kill you.

 Glenn Beck must die. The future is depending on you!

 don't start drinking, or smoking. These things lead to about 85% of the conflicts between you and your world.

 Don't eat so much. I'm not saying that you need to give up on eating all together, just be wise as to what you put in your mouth.

 No, razor blades are NOT your friend. They never have been and never will be.

 Every person you're going to fall in love with for a long time is going to be based totally on lust. Your intelligence will rationalize your "love", but the rationalization comes AFTER the lust. Just don't give in to it. You'll destroy your happiness and stability the second you do.