Don't leave just because of the drugs. You will regret it. He is the best thing to happen to you, even if it gets hard for a while.

 For your own sake do not get too attached to her, she will make your life worse in the end. Wait until you get to college there you will find the real girl of your dreams

 Learn to love yourself for all that you are. And dream high because you really can achieve it. And don't forget to stop and "smell the roses" once in a while!

 Yes, you may think you're in love, and happy. But remember your best friend from high school, who you fell in love with? Yes he does love you too, go for him instead, he will actually treat you like a princess.

 I know it hurts, but life is just one big learning curve. You'll learn.

 Love Dad as much as you can, while you have him.

 Don't let anyone ever make you believe that you don't deserve what you want.

 However sad life seems, it gets so much better. Your family loves you, even though at times you may think otherwise. Keep on dreaming dream girl!