Your Mom is a fuck up, always has been. But she loves you, and will do anything for you. Stick by her side, she's hating herself, theres no need for you to, too.

 Don't let him pressure you to come out to your parents. You aren't ready, and it ruins your relationship with them. And even though you love him, you blame him for it. You lose everything.

 The only person's happiness you should be concerned with is your own! Live for yourself! You don't need a man, or a friend! Do only what makes you happy! You shouldn't have this trapped feeling, you're 16 years old! The world is your oyster! BE FREE!

 I know I can't help us rewrite what will happen, but I can at least tell you that it will hurt. You'll want to see if he'll take you back, but don't. Instead, you know you can talk to our family, and don't ever forget about your friends. Lovers come and go, but friends and family are forever.

 It will get better, I promise. Keep your head up, your heart whole, and your faith strong.

 Look at me, I will never pass for a perfect bride.... Or a perfect daughter. If I were truly to be myself, I would break my family's heart.

 Credit cards are bad. Seriously.

 no matter what you think to yourself you will still be addicted to porn. Stop while you can.