The tan isn't worth it.

 Don't be so quick to underestimate women. It IS really fun to be "the girl" in a group of guys, but trust me on this one: the first night you have your heart broken and can't think of anyone to weep into ice cream with, you'll feel glad you cultivated some female friendships.

 Don't be afraid to do things. You're going to be fine. Talk to more people, put yourself out there. It will only make you a stronger person.

 I really hope you and Cam are still close. Hopefully closer, like you've wished for for years. If you aren't, don't let it get to you. Last time, your friendship with him barely recovered after months. He's too good of a guy to lose, no matter how much it hurts. He's one of your best friends always.

 Be tender, be girlie, cry when it hurts, smile when its funny, love with all of you!

 I know it sucks right now, but give it a few years. You'll get out of this podunk town and finally know what it's like to be happy.

 Right now it seems like a big deal. It's going to hurt, and you won't understand. Stay strong, keep your head up, and even when it seems nothing can go right, remember that every once in a while, someone will make you smile; for a few brief moments the pain will be gone. I love you. Love yourself.

 When you're upset that your best friends don't support your work, toss them aside. They pretend like they've been your #1 fan since the day you met them and constantly ask to reap the benefits.