Always be yourself. Don't worry about what others think of you. Everyone loves you already.

 You may not know it now, but the guy who broke your heart in high school is the one you're going to look back on and smile about when you're 80.

 Love with all your heart, stop worrying about the future so much, and cherish the moments, because in a few years you won't get the chance to tell him goodbye.

 Don't make one of the biggest the biggest life decisions you'll ever make based on what he wants. Although, if you do, don't get too upset because everything is going to turn out just fine in the end.

 Do whatever it takes to get him to stay even if he says really hurtful things. If not he crashes 5 minutes later. You find it. He dies 1 week later.

  Stop obsessing over him. You're still with him and everything, but focus more on school. You won't see him for four more years. And he's as great in bed as you thought ^_^

 Get some counseling and sort your self out now because it's not going to go away over time and one day you will realize your in the exact same rut you were ten years ago

 Not everyone is as critical as your father. Find a new hero - it will make you a better person.