Stop being scared, let her in. Face it, you love her.

 you should have never drank that night. you should have never gotten in the car.

 Stop worrying. He's the one.

 Even though you lost your virginity to the wrong guy (and lied about it) it made you a stronger person in the long run and made you move on from that asshole.

 Its okay to completely breakdown but then you have to seriously let it go. Seriously.

 The money from the deployment isn't worth losing her over. Don't volunteer.

 You're not straight. This realization, in high school when nobody else around you is out, will suck. And then you'll go to college and meet the girl of your dreams, and then it won't suck any more.

 You'll figure it out eventually.