It gets better. Don't give up hope. He's only a good friend and that is all you'll ever need.

 Accept who you are now. It makes being who you are later a lot less complicated.

 Always wear a condom. Valtrex is expensive

 He wasn't ever worth your tears.

 Please don't ever try painkillers. They are not worth it. You won't realize it until its too late.

 Don't make a foolish mistake, he's not worth it. Trust me, hold onto your innocence, you will surely want it back.

 You didn't get the chance to blossom, But you would have been gorgeous. Don't cry in the shower anymore, It wasn't your fault. I want to tell you that its okay for to you grow again.

 I know you thought you would never love anyone as much as you loved him. You were wrong. You only loved who you wish he was. Loving someone for real is much, much better. Trust me.